We have completed a year with the vibration of 9 and we are now entering a new year with the vibration of 1.
At the very beginning, I would like to wish you a beautiful year filled with elevated emotions — because when you grow spiritually, you know that these emotions are the key to unraveling the mysteries of the universe.
My dears, I am happy that you are here with me, that you read my words, and that we are beginning another exceptional year together — and not just any year. The Age of Aquarius is beginning. The last two years were merely an introduction to it — a tuning of the universe, the alignment of planets, and the removal from our path of everything that no longer has a place in our lives.
The world in recent years has been — and still is — covered in darkness. Remember that if you are surrounded by darkness, it may be because you are the light that illuminates this darkness.
In my life, I have many times been surrounded by people who were monsters. Their presence brought only suffering. Because of such people, I even experienced serious anxiety states in the past. Over time, through healing my wounds and working through my traumas, I came to understand that everything happens for a reason — and that I would never have developed so deeply as a human being if not for what I experienced.
From pain arises the highest form of understanding. A person develops their consciousness the fastest through suffering — if they properly alchemize the energy and use their wounds to become stronger.
I never carry resentment in my heart. I always try to forgive those who have wronged me — not for them, but for my own energy. Forgiveness enormously strengthens our personal field. Remember that forgiving someone does not mean that they should have access to you or that you must remain in contact with them.
I have cut contact with many people over the last few years. I cut off and blocked all jealous and envious acquaintances — people who took pleasure in my failures and could not stomach any positive aspect of my life. People who diminished me to feel better about themselves. People who mocked me because, in doing so, they silenced the truth that they themselves are nobody and represent nothing — empty shells with rot in their hearts instead of a trace of empathy.
From today’s perspective, when I look at the decisions I made — they are the best decisions I have ever made for myself. I regret none of them. I am proud of myself and grateful that I had the strength and courage to always choose integrity and the higher good.
In the new year, it is worth remembering to put yourself first. You must first have the strength to help yourself — you will not save the world if you are not in a good psychological place. Mental health is the most important thing. Without it, there is nothing.
When you are the best version of yourself and your mood is healthy, you become a person who functions properly in society. You go to work with a smile, to the store, and you return home to your family. Instead of reacting with shouting and nervousness, you bring something else into people’s lives — good energy.
I will always repeat that there is no greater hell than a home without peace — a home filled with shouting and violence. I experienced such a home myself.
We are intimidated by social norms and constructs meant to convince us that we are inferior because we do not have a husband, a wife, or children by a certain age.
In two weeks, I turn 33. I do not have a partner. I do not have children. And I will be honest — it does not bother me at all.
I put myself first: my mental and physical health. I travel as much as I can. I learn and develop in areas that genuinely interest me. No one harasses me or exhausts me.
If I create a relationship and a family, it will be because I want to — and because someone valuable appears in my life. Someone who wants to build a family based on mutual respect and understanding.
I have been mocked many times for not having a boyfriend or a husband — often by women whose husbands were writing to me. And such women believe they have “won” at life, while they think only about which handbag their husband will buy them as an apology after he looks for happiness elsewhere.
This is the illusion and pressure of the broken times we live in. I could share those messages — and even though the year carries the vibration of 1, we would continue the divorce wave from the previous year.
For clarity: the fact that someone wrote to me does not mean that I ever replied. The last thing I would ever do in my life is break up someone else’s relationship. I know women who do such things, and I say this honestly — I feel deep disgust for that kind of behavior.
I am grateful that I am 33 and a mature, highly conscious woman who does not allow herself to be manipulated by toxic people and does not build a house out of cardboard.
When a person has life maturity and real experiences behind them, what they build is conscious and holds much higher value. I believe that some things are worth waiting longer for — rather than being painfully disappointed.
The level of illusion in which people live today is enormous: lack of closeness, untreated traumas, abandonment wounds, avoidants, ghosting. I will be honest — it does not interest me at all.
When peace becomes your priority and only things that bring value enter your life, you move through the world differently and notice what truly matters.
If I were to give advice to younger people on a path of growth, it would be this: focus on yourself. Work through your own blocks and traumas. When you step onto your path of destiny, the universe will place the right person in your life at the right moment — someone who thinks like you and who, like you, wants to build something meaningful without force.
I look at young women dreaming of grand weddings and material things — and before they reach their thirties, it often ends in divorce, frequently with a child. With lost dreams and disappointment that some brute was never a fairy-tale prince.
We ignore red flags and go too far because we believe someone will change, that we will change them, or that it will be different — because we live in the illusion of what should be.
A pig crowned is still a pig — just wearing a crown.
Someone who abuses us in any form or destroys family life will not change — it always gets worse.
If you are dating this year, pay attention to who you meet — clearly, without illusion or wishful thinking. A pig will not become a prince.
Pay attention to both small and big things: how someone treats others, whether they speak with respect, whether they respect you, consider your feelings and opinions. Whether they ignore you or respond to messages. Look at what they do, not what they say — because words can say anything.
Nothing happens by itself. Nothing builds itself. You must put in effort to build abs, a business, or a healthy relationship. Every area of life requires work — and effort is rewarded with results.
You cannot expect something without giving something in return. You must be the energy you wish to receive. Otherwise, there is no point in wasting your own time or someone else’s.
In times of paper-thin relationships, I must admit that this does not interest me at all. The older I get, the higher my standards become — and thanks to that, I avoid very low-quality experiences.
At the stage of getting to know people, give yourself time to truly see the other person. And if they do not meet your expectations or want something completely different, respect yourself and them. Perhaps you do not want them — and by staying, you take away their opportunity to meet someone who truly does.
At this stage of my life, I say it openly: my next relationship will be my last. I date to meet the man who will be my husband and create a family with me.
I am not interested in someone who has an illusory approach to life, to entertainment, or who has unprocessed trauma and wants something completely different. Such a person should go to therapy — not waste another person’s time.
You have in life what you believe you deserve. If you respect yourself, you will respect your desires.
Never abandon yourself for someone else — you will always regret it.
I will always choose higher values. I know what I want from life and I will not allow anyone to destroy my peace or introduce toxic chaos.
A year with the vibration of 1 encourages us to build lasting foundations aligned with our authentic selves — whether in love or in our professional life.
Never allow anyone to convince you that your dreams are merely expectations or that you are detached from reality. These times are detached. People have been manipulated into believing that a relationship based on respect, love, and understanding is something wrong.
That a woman raising children is something wrong. That she should financially support the family. This was always the responsibility of the man — and if someone cannot carry responsibility for their family, they should not have one. Period.
A woman deserves care. Only then can she settle into her feminine energy — gentle and loving. In my opinion, this is the proper order of the world.
Women, forced into independence — I know this well, as I have been single by choice for three years — have been pushed into masculine energy and forced to develop traits they should not have to.
And men who resemble a crying boy more than someone capable of protecting his family will say that a woman is bad because she is not like mommy — making sandwiches, washing underwear, and paying the bills.
People on a path of growth often become targets of persecution. They are pointed at, mocked, and ridiculed by those who are less intelligent, lazy, and who do not take care of themselves — physically or mentally.
Most often, persecution comes from those who represent nothing themselves. And I tell you sincerely — psychological hygiene should be your absolute priority in the new year.
Cut off toxic people. If you cannot, learn how to protect yourself, cleanse, meditate, and strengthen your protective field and aura.
Do not believe just anyone. Spiritual environments are full of pseudo-teachers who are there to manipulate and exploit people. Especially at the beginning of the path, it can be difficult to sense others’ intentions.
Meditate. Cleanse yourself. Strengthen your field. Train your intuition. Everyone has intuition — everyone — but not everyone listens to it.
Intuition — the voice of your soul — will never deceive you. It is your higher self speaking. Remember that you are a spiritual being having a human experience — not the other way around. All answers already exist within you.
Your development will act as a mirror for others — reflecting their unfulfilled dreams and wounds. People envy, but do not want to change themselves.
Once, it hurt me that people perceived me incorrectly — through projection. Today I understand that this is how the universe works.
When you understand this, sorrow disappears. With increased awareness, after years of intense growth, it truly stopped hurting.
We are observers of reality. Our thoughts create it. People we meet are projections of our subconscious. Some are teachers, some heal us, some love us.
As we grow, we begin to shine — and this becomes a trigger for those without light. The purer your heart, the more it irritates those who are rotten inside. And that is okay.
There is no light without darkness. Never allow yourself to be silenced.
Let your light shine so brightly that it blinds those who are unworthy. Speak the truth and choose it.
You are modern shamans, witches, healers. Do not allow those who can only bark to silence you.
Truth is uncomfortable. It destroys systems built on lies, harm, and exploitation. I always speak the truth — no matter how much it hurts. Lies will never leave my mouth.
I choose nobility. Difficult choices lead to an easier life. I have never harmed anyone and I sleep peacefully knowing who I am.
You create yourself every day with every decision. You can always choose to be a decent human being.
Toxic people believe that spiritual people should be doormats. A wounded person without self-worth might become one.
A truly spiritual, high-vibration person is mama bear energy — someone who does not allow disrespect.
Spirituality is not just peace and love. Peace and love are for those who deserve them. Abuse must be named. Manipulation must be resisted.
Reacting to violence is not violence — claiming otherwise is gaslighting. If someone attacks you, you have the right to defend yourself.
And when you are further along your path, you do not react at all. Abusers deserve one thing — oblivion.
Block them. Remove them. Detachment is power. Attention is energy — whether positive or negative.
If you want real impact, let them disappear into forgetfulness — like last year’s snow.
There is nothing more spiritual than living in joy. At this stage of development, you realize that you are loving consciousness.
The world can become better every day — depending solely on individual growth and the willingness to work through one’s own weaknesses.
This is a loose stream of consciousness — thoughts about what truly matters.
This is the most evolved, most spiritual version of me I have ever been. No illusions. Living in truth. Speaking it. I will not be silenced.
If this triggers you, perhaps it is worth asking yourself what you need to change in the coming year to walk forward with a lighter heart.
If someone asked me whether I am happy — I am. Every single day.
I treat myself with tenderness, love, and respect. I help those who need help. I help strangers. I help animals. I bring good energy wherever I go.
And when someone tries to disturb my peace?
Splinters fly.
And I am proud of that — because I became the person who would have protected me as a child. And I became someone who would protect her child if needed.
Mama bear energy.
That is what I wish you in the New Year.
Elevated emotions. Love.
And never let anyone mess with your peace.
This text is personal. It is stream-of-consciousness — and that is exactly how it is meant to be today. Because I am myself, and I speak my truth. I do not care what anyone else thinks about it.
I am showing you that who you are matters — raw and uncensored. Because if you want to find your people, your soul tribe, you cannot pretend to be someone you are not. Otherwise, who is that soul tribe supposed to connect with?
Let them love you or let them hate you — but let it be for who you truly are. The real you.
I have plenty of people who claim they hate me — yet they are some of my most loyal followers, reading every single word I write.
So thank you — for boosting my views.
I wrote this text with January 1st in mind, as an intention for the new year. However, I wrote it today — and perhaps some of you need to hear these words today.
I know that many of you have difficult family relationships, and that for not everyone the holidays are something special. For many people, quite the opposite is true — it is a time that tears open old wounds.
So if it is today, then let it be today.
My beloved bears, I’ve been a little quiet lately because I was working on something very important to me. I didn’t want to say anything until it was finished — outside energy can throw off goals, and it’s worth remembering that.
You’ll find out soon what it was, and I truly can’t wait to share it with you. My heart grows just thinking about it.
Stay tuned. B** is back.
Love and light,
Laura
