Notes on eternity
Note: Birthday Beyond Time - A Tale of Endless Nights
This essay is a personal and philosophical reflection on birthdays, time, and the illusion of linear becoming. Drawing on spiritual intuition, psychological insight, quantum perspectives, and lived relational experience, it questions the cultural obsession with age, milestones, and celebration, proposing instead a model of life rooted in presence rather than chronology. Turning 33 becomes not a marker of time passed, but a symbolic gateway—an integration of awareness, embodiment, and responsibility without the loss of youth or openness.
Through reflections on relationships, manifestation, and emotional readiness, the text explores how desire, fear, and energetic incoherence shape what appears and disappears in our lives. It examines love not as fantasy or projection, but as something that demands presence, courage, and the capacity to stay—both with another person and with oneself. Moments of disappearance and silence are treated not only as relational failures, but also as mirrors revealing where coherence is still forming.
The essay concludes by moving beyond rational frameworks into a poetic, almost mythic register, asking whether life must be a story of compromise—or whether it can become a tale of endless nights. Rather than offering prescriptions, it affirms a conscious refusal to settle: for relationships that vanish, for identities defined by numbers, or for a life stripped of meaning. What remains is a quiet declaration of alignment—with truth, with depth, and with a way of living that does not outgrow wonder.
Note: When Illusions Fall - On Consciousness and Spiritual Maturity
In a world saturated with spiritual trends, rituals, and carefully curated aesthetic practices, it has become increasingly difficult to distinguish genuine awakening from sophisticated forms of escapism. What is often presented as spiritual growth frequently serves as a temporary refuge from responsibility, pain, and inner work, rather than a path toward deeper awareness.
This text explores how spirituality can gradually transform into a marketplace of illusion, where fear, hope, and human vulnerability are monetized, and where promises of clarity and healing replace real transformation. It questions the systems that encourage dependency instead of autonomy, and examines why authentic inner development is rarely peaceful, comfortable, or glamorous.
At its core, this is an examination of consciousness, energy, karma, and intuition — and of the uncomfortable truths that accompany real spiritual maturity. Awakening, as explored here, is not an escape from reality, but a confrontation with it, demanding responsibility, awareness, and the courage to let illusions fall apart.
Note: Elevated Emotions and Higher Truths — Entering the Year of Vibration One
This personal, stream-of-consciousness piece marks the transition into a new energetic cycle and the beginning of a new era. It is a raw reflection on spiritual growth without illusion, the importance of mental health, self-respect, and strong boundaries in a world shaped by pressure, projection, and unhealed trauma. The text explores truth over comfort, integrity over appearances, and conscious choices in love, relationships, and life. It is a reminder that authenticity attracts the right people — and that mama bear energy is not aggression, but grounded strength, clarity, and self-protection.
Written without censorship or performance, this piece speaks to those who are no longer willing to dilute themselves to be accepted. It invites the reader to choose truth, responsibility, and inner sovereignty — even when that path is uncomfortable.
Note: Humans Are the Real Monsters - Thoughtforms
After watching the new Frankenstein film, I was left reflecting on the true nature of monstrosity - not as something external or grotesque, but as a mirror of our own human fears, projections, and unhealed wounds. This piece explores how we create monsters from what we refuse to understand within ourselves, how we persecute what reflects our hidden truths, and how those “thoughtforms” feed on our denial. Yet, beyond the darkness lies transformation - the spiritual alchemy of reclaiming our lost fragments, facing the shadow with compassion, and finding rebirth through awareness.
This is not a story about monsters, but about becoming whole again. It’s about learning that love and understanding are the true antidotes to fear. That the creature is never the villain - only the reflection of the human soul longing to be seen, healed, and embraced.
Note: Intuition Never Lies. The Gift That Cannot Be Destroyed - From Nazi Persecutions and the Cold War, Through Psychedelics and Business Foresight, to Today’s Global Awakening of Consciousness
From Nazi repression of clairvoyants to Cold War psychic espionage, from the counterculture’s psychedelic awakening to today’s business foresight and hybrid intelligence — intuition has always shaped our world, even when forced underground. This article explores the shadows and survival of the intuitive gift, showing how it flows through ancestry, reincarnation, and collective awakening. Today, intuition is not only a personal compass but also a tool embraced by corporations and visionaries, guiding us toward a future where science and spirit meet.
Note: Physics and Spirituality - Insights from the Breakthrough W-State Measurement in Japan
From the dawn of time, humanity has searched for meaning through both science and spirituality. A recent breakthrough in Japan—a one-shot measurement of the quantum W-state—offers more than just a milestone in physics. Beyond its technical achievement, the W-state symbolizes resilience, connection, and the endurance of unity even through loss. This article explores how concepts like superposition, entanglement, coherence, and measurement not only advance quantum technology but also serve as powerful metaphors for spiritual growth, conscious choice, and collective awakening. Where science brings precision, spirituality brings depth of meaning—together weaving a fuller picture of existence.
