Notes on eternity
Note: Quiet People in a Loud World - Silence, Anxiety, and the War of Appearances
This essay approaches social anxiety as a relational and cultural phenomenon rather than an individual flaw. Through personal experience and psychological, sociological, and philosophical reflection, it explores how quiet, introverted, and sensitive people move through a world that rewards speed, visibility, and performance. Early experiences of projection, bullying, and structural violence shape later patterns of anxiety, while adult life is increasingly defined by ego conflicts, personal branding, and the pressure to continuously present oneself.
The text examines contemporary relationships and dating culture as spaces governed by first impressions and simulated intimacy, where authenticity often becomes a style rather than a lived experience. Drawing on the concept of simulacra, it reflects on artificial social worlds in which identity and values circulate independently of real emotional grounding. Within such conditions, silence and hesitation are frequently misinterpreted as absence or inadequacy.
Rather than framing sensitivity as weakness, the essay suggests it may be an intuitive response to environments that exceed human capacities for regulation and connection. It concludes with a humanist reflection on value, emphasizing that rejection is not always personal, and that human worth remains unconditional—rooted in being human, rather than in performance or approval.
Note: Elevated Emotions and Higher Truths — Entering the Year of Vibration One
This personal, stream-of-consciousness piece marks the transition into a new energetic cycle and the beginning of a new era. It is a raw reflection on spiritual growth without illusion, the importance of mental health, self-respect, and strong boundaries in a world shaped by pressure, projection, and unhealed trauma. The text explores truth over comfort, integrity over appearances, and conscious choices in love, relationships, and life. It is a reminder that authenticity attracts the right people — and that mama bear energy is not aggression, but grounded strength, clarity, and self-protection.
Written without censorship or performance, this piece speaks to those who are no longer willing to dilute themselves to be accepted. It invites the reader to choose truth, responsibility, and inner sovereignty — even when that path is uncomfortable.
Note: Violence, Authenticity & Integrity – The Superpower Most People Don’t Have
When you talk about violence, people look away.
They smile nervously, change the subject, pretend it’s not happening. But silence is complicity — and courage begins where comfort ends.
This is a story about truth, justice, and the quiet strength it takes to stay authentic in a world built on denial.
It’s about choosing yourself after being broken, walking away from manipulation, and standing up even when no one stands with you.
I’ve seen cruelty disguised as care, spirituality used as a mask, and people celebrating the pain of others. Yet through it all, one truth remains — authenticity is a superpower.
It may cost you comfort, but it gives you something greater: freedom, clarity, and peace with yourself.
Because truth, no matter how uncomfortable, always finds its way back to the light.
Note: Humans Are the Real Monsters - Thoughtforms
After watching the new Frankenstein film, I was left reflecting on the true nature of monstrosity - not as something external or grotesque, but as a mirror of our own human fears, projections, and unhealed wounds. This piece explores how we create monsters from what we refuse to understand within ourselves, how we persecute what reflects our hidden truths, and how those “thoughtforms” feed on our denial. Yet, beyond the darkness lies transformation - the spiritual alchemy of reclaiming our lost fragments, facing the shadow with compassion, and finding rebirth through awareness.
This is not a story about monsters, but about becoming whole again. It’s about learning that love and understanding are the true antidotes to fear. That the creature is never the villain - only the reflection of the human soul longing to be seen, healed, and embraced.
Note: Creative Anarchy - Turning Disorder Into Art
Creativity often begins in chaos, with messy ideas, uncertainty, and wild impulses that don’t follow schedules. Instead of trying to force everything into neat order, I invite you to trust intuition, let the unexpected guide you, and see what emerges.
Business breakthroughs, artistic inventions, and soulful projects most often come when you follow those sparks rather than rigid plans. The art isn’t in trying to control every outcome—it’s in dancing with the unknown, allowing improvisation, and honoring your unique way of seeing the world.
