Notes on eternity
Note: When Illusions Fall - On Consciousness and Spiritual Maturity
In a world saturated with spiritual trends, rituals, and carefully curated aesthetic practices, it has become increasingly difficult to distinguish genuine awakening from sophisticated forms of escapism. What is often presented as spiritual growth frequently serves as a temporary refuge from responsibility, pain, and inner work, rather than a path toward deeper awareness.
This text explores how spirituality can gradually transform into a marketplace of illusion, where fear, hope, and human vulnerability are monetized, and where promises of clarity and healing replace real transformation. It questions the systems that encourage dependency instead of autonomy, and examines why authentic inner development is rarely peaceful, comfortable, or glamorous.
At its core, this is an examination of consciousness, energy, karma, and intuition — and of the uncomfortable truths that accompany real spiritual maturity. Awakening, as explored here, is not an escape from reality, but a confrontation with it, demanding responsibility, awareness, and the courage to let illusions fall apart.
Note: Elevated Emotions and Higher Truths — Entering the Year of Vibration One
This personal, stream-of-consciousness piece marks the transition into a new energetic cycle and the beginning of a new era. It is a raw reflection on spiritual growth without illusion, the importance of mental health, self-respect, and strong boundaries in a world shaped by pressure, projection, and unhealed trauma. The text explores truth over comfort, integrity over appearances, and conscious choices in love, relationships, and life. It is a reminder that authenticity attracts the right people — and that mama bear energy is not aggression, but grounded strength, clarity, and self-protection.
Written without censorship or performance, this piece speaks to those who are no longer willing to dilute themselves to be accepted. It invites the reader to choose truth, responsibility, and inner sovereignty — even when that path is uncomfortable.
Note: Fasting, Energy, and Spiritual Strength - From Migratory Birds to Mountain Monks
Fasting is a bridge between science and soul — a meeting point where biology, energy, and consciousness intertwine. It reminds us that true nourishment is not born from excess, but from rhythm, rest, and awareness. Through moments of emptiness, the body renews itself, the mind clears, and the heart awakens to subtler sources of vitality — light, breath, stillness, and presence.
This essay is a meditation on health and freedom, inviting readers to rediscover fasting as a sacred dialogue between the physical and the spiritual. It reveals how within every pause lies regeneration, how in silence we find strength, and how the body, when trusted, becomes a gateway to clarity and peace.
Note: Intuition Never Lies. The Gift That Cannot Be Destroyed - From Nazi Persecutions and the Cold War, Through Psychedelics and Business Foresight, to Today’s Global Awakening of Consciousness
From Nazi repression of clairvoyants to Cold War psychic espionage, from the counterculture’s psychedelic awakening to today’s business foresight and hybrid intelligence — intuition has always shaped our world, even when forced underground. This article explores the shadows and survival of the intuitive gift, showing how it flows through ancestry, reincarnation, and collective awakening. Today, intuition is not only a personal compass but also a tool embraced by corporations and visionaries, guiding us toward a future where science and spirit meet.
Note: Creative Anarchy - Turning Disorder Into Art
Creativity often begins in chaos, with messy ideas, uncertainty, and wild impulses that don’t follow schedules. Instead of trying to force everything into neat order, I invite you to trust intuition, let the unexpected guide you, and see what emerges.
Business breakthroughs, artistic inventions, and soulful projects most often come when you follow those sparks rather than rigid plans. The art isn’t in trying to control every outcome—it’s in dancing with the unknown, allowing improvisation, and honoring your unique way of seeing the world.





