Notes on eternity
Note: Solar Eclipse in Virgo – A Cosmic Reset in the Sign of the Healer
The September 21, 2025 Solar Eclipse in Virgo marks the start of a powerful new nine-year cycle under the numerological vibration of “1.” This rare alignment invites us to release old patterns, refine our routines, and set a clear intention for the future. Virgo’s energy helps us create structure, balance, and healthy habits that support long-term growth. Spiritually, this eclipse is a portal into a new timeline and a chance to align with our highest purpose. It’s a moment for deep healing, forgiveness, and purification of body, mind, and spirit. The choices you make now will ripple forward, shaping the years ahead in meaningful ways.
Note: Healing & Clearing Ancestral Karma
Healing ancestral karma means recognizing repeating patterns in our lives, understanding the lessons behind them, and choosing to act differently. By bringing awareness, setting boundaries, and integrating these lessons, we not only heal ourselves but also free our ancestral line and raise collective consciousness. True karmic healing is about compassion, forgiveness, and love—transforming old cycles into soul growth.
Note: The Art of Letting Go
Stillness can bring clarity. Eclipses strip away illusion, showing us what no longer serves—whether that’s a relationship, a job, or emotional baggage. If something constantly demands effort just to exist in life, it’s usually not meant to stay.
Reciprocity matters. When interest isn’t mutual, when there’s no clear “no,” when someone doesn’t meet you halfway—it’s healthier to release, move on, and honor your own dignity.
Letting go isn’t surrender in defeat—it’s trusting in the natural flow. Philosophy (like Taoism and Stoicism) teaches what truly matters is directing energy toward what you can control, accepting impermanence, and freeing yourself from expectations. True closure comes from within; healing is choosing release over
Note: Sacred Nakedness - Sunday Reflections
Spirituality begins not in the mind or the heavens—but in the body: in its breath, its vulnerability, its raw and sacred presence. Nudity in safe, caring spaces can help heal body shame and reconnect us to wholeness. Drawing on tantra and the archetype of Lilith, I explore how shame separates us, and how true freedom comes when we embrace wildness and tenderness together. Through rituals like moon ceremonies, cleansing baths, and dance, we can release what no longer serves and return home to ourselves.
Note: Creative Anarchy - Turning Disorder Into Art
Creativity often begins in chaos, with messy ideas, uncertainty, and wild impulses that don’t follow schedules. Instead of trying to force everything into neat order, I invite you to trust intuition, let the unexpected guide you, and see what emerges.
Business breakthroughs, artistic inventions, and soulful projects most often come when you follow those sparks rather than rigid plans. The art isn’t in trying to control every outcome—it’s in dancing with the unknown, allowing improvisation, and honoring your unique way of seeing the world.
Note: Reclaiming the Fragmented Self
Healing isn’t pretty—it’s raw, uncertain, and in-between. The void I pass through isn’t a void of loss, but space for initiation: to strip away old identities, reprogram what no longer serves, and align with a higher frequency.
I reclaim sovereignty by deciding what stays and what goes, by building boundaries and choosing myself. As I balance the feminine and masculine energies within, self-love becomes the foundation—not fluff, but a daily practice that anchors me. Manifestation isn’t about repeating affirmations—it’s about embodying the energy I want to create, and living each choice from a healed, whole space.
Note: Consumption or Commitment? Being Wanted vs. Being Valued
Some mornings feel like walking through a supermarket of feelings where we click, swipe, and consume—connections, images, relationships—only to feel empty after. Being wanted is thrilling, but fleeting; being valued means being seen for all of who you are, not just what you offer or how useful you are.
In a culture built on instant gratification, our souls long for something deeper: meaningful exchanges, true respect, moments where someone says “you matter,” simply because you are. When we shift from wanting to value, from consuming to committing, we begin cultivating relationships that nourish, rather than explain away what we truly need.
Note: From Chaos to Clarity - How Truth Sets You Free
I realized peace begins the moment I decide what I will no longer accept — when I stop tolerating half-hearted love, manipulation disguised as care, or confusion dressed as mystery. Clarity isn’t about certainty; it’s about choosing honesty, loyalty, and respect, refusing to settle for people who can’t meet me where I stand.
Healing shows when I stop chasing and start attracting. I stop driving relationships that exhaust me, wave goodbye to toxic chaos, and trust that what’s meant for me will find me without proving myself. When I live from truth, I stop carrying unnecessary burdens. Clarity becomes freedom; peace becomes power.
Note: Narcissistic Abuse - When the Person Who Should Love You Destroys You Day by Day
It starts with charm, promises, and intense closeness—but over time, you stop recognizing yourself. The love you thought you had becomes a trap: silence, manipulation, humiliation. Gaslighting blurs your memory, emotional blackmail isolates you, and you’re stripped of dignity.
It’s not just emotional pain—it’s exhaustion, anxiety, dysregulation. Leaving feels impossible because the abuse cycles into hope, apology, and more abuse. But recognizing the abuse for what it is, naming it, seeking help, and planning an escape frees you. You deserve peace, truth, and relationships built on respect—not constant survival.
Note: How Consciousness Works - Science, Energy, and the Art of Creating Reality
I sense that reality isn’t fixed, but fluid—and consciousness, energy, and resonance are the invisible threads weaving together what I experience. What feels spiritual isn’t just metaphor—it’s increasingly confirmed by neuroscience, physics, and psychology: I’m not just observing reality, I’m co-creating it.
My subconscious is doing most of the steering, processing 95% of what I do, so transformation goes beyond affirmations—it’s about reprogramming what’s hidden. Emotions are energetic frequencies: low ones like shame or fear collapse me inward, higher ones like love and peace open me up. When I align my mind, heart, and action—when I embody the reality I want—I stop merely wishing and start manifesting.
Note: Spiritual Bypassing – How Fake Positivity is Messing With Your Life
“Good vibes only” sounds soothing, but it can be a dangerous glue that hides pain instead of healing it. When I cover discomfort with platitudes, I betray my truth: suppressed emotions don’t disappear—they fester in the nervous system, loop in toxic patterns, and break trust with myself.
Healing isn’t about masking or silencing; it’s about facing what hurts, owning what’s real, and letting authenticity guide me. True positivity admits the struggle, honors the wound, and chooses growth instead of glossing over the cracks.
Note: New Age Narcissist
Sometimes spirituality becomes the mask ego wears to feel superior. Someone might chant mantras, flash crystals, talk about raising their vibration or doing “the work,” yet behind the curtain they judge others, weaponize spiritual language, and build an identity more about image than integrity.
True spiritual maturity shows in humility, kindness, and consistency—not in curated aesthetics or loud declarations. When you feel seen, supported, not diminished, that’s when presence beats performance, heart beats persona.
