Notes on eternity
Note: From Retail Therapy to Real Healing - Conscious Fashion as Self-Work
Many of us have turned shopping into a coping mechanism — buying clothes to soothe emotions or fill a void. I used to buy outfits before every trip, often spending more on pre-vacation shopping than the vacation itself, only to realize they added no real value to my life. Fast fashion fuels this cycle, encouraging quick fixes and leaving us with closets full of unworn clothes and an even deeper emptiness. True healing begins when we pause, reflect, and face the feelings driving our impulses. Conscious consumption and decluttering become powerful tools for self-discovery, helping us release old identities and align with who we are becoming. This process can even be ritualistic — the solar eclipse in Virgo is the perfect moment to clear space and reinvent ourselves. Buying less and with intention is not deprivation but liberation — a way to reclaim our power and create a wardrobe, and a life, that truly serves us.
Note: How to Discover Your Life Purpose: Past Lives, Nodes, Lilith, Chiron & Human Design
We all wonder at some point: Why am I here? What is my soul’s mission? Your purpose is already written in your soul’s blueprint — and astrology and Human Design can help you read it. In this guide, you’ll learn how your South Node reveals your past-life patterns and your North Node points toward your growth. You’ll explore Lilith’s raw shadow power, Chiron’s healing wisdom, and how your Human Design Incarnation Cross shows your unique life theme. Most importantly, you’ll discover how living according to your energy type — whether you’re a Generator, Manifesting Generator, Projector, Manifestor, or Reflector — allows you to fully embrace your mission. This article is a practical, step-by-step roadmap to understanding your chart and using it as a compass for a more aligned, meaningful life.
Note: The Frequency of Fabrics and Consumer Choices – How Clothing Affects Our Body, Energy, and Planet
Every fabric carries a frequency that influences your body and mind. Polyester vibrates near zero – like a dead body – draining energy and disrupting natural balance, while linen, hemp, and organic cotton uplift and strengthen you. These high-frequency fabrics align your body with the Earth’s Schumann resonance, improving mood, sleep, and vitality. Fast fashion’s dependence on synthetics fuels pollution, spreads microplastics, and harms factory workers’ health. Recycling polyester is not a real solution – it is still plastic and still energetically “dead.” The answer is conscious consumption: buying fewer, higher-quality natural garments and supporting transparent, ethical brands. Fashion can become a spiritual practice – a daily choice that heals both you and the planet.
Note: Solar Eclipse in Virgo – A Cosmic Reset in the Sign of the Healer
The September 21, 2025 Solar Eclipse in Virgo marks the start of a powerful new nine-year cycle under the numerological vibration of “1.” This rare alignment invites us to release old patterns, refine our routines, and set a clear intention for the future. Virgo’s energy helps us create structure, balance, and healthy habits that support long-term growth. Spiritually, this eclipse is a portal into a new timeline and a chance to align with our highest purpose. It’s a moment for deep healing, forgiveness, and purification of body, mind, and spirit. The choices you make now will ripple forward, shaping the years ahead in meaningful ways.
Note: Healing & Clearing Ancestral Karma
Healing ancestral karma means recognizing repeating patterns in our lives, understanding the lessons behind them, and choosing to act differently. By bringing awareness, setting boundaries, and integrating these lessons, we not only heal ourselves but also free our ancestral line and raise collective consciousness. True karmic healing is about compassion, forgiveness, and love—transforming old cycles into soul growth.
Note: The Art of Letting Go
Stillness can bring clarity. Eclipses strip away illusion, showing us what no longer serves—whether that’s a relationship, a job, or emotional baggage. If something constantly demands effort just to exist in life, it’s usually not meant to stay.
Reciprocity matters. When interest isn’t mutual, when there’s no clear “no,” when someone doesn’t meet you halfway—it’s healthier to release, move on, and honor your own dignity.
Letting go isn’t surrender in defeat—it’s trusting in the natural flow. Philosophy (like Taoism and Stoicism) teaches what truly matters is directing energy toward what you can control, accepting impermanence, and freeing yourself from expectations. True closure comes from within; healing is choosing release over
Note: Sacred Nakedness - Sunday Reflections
Spirituality begins not in the mind or the heavens—but in the body: in its breath, its vulnerability, its raw and sacred presence. Nudity in safe, caring spaces can help heal body shame and reconnect us to wholeness. Drawing on tantra and the archetype of Lilith, I explore how shame separates us, and how true freedom comes when we embrace wildness and tenderness together. Through rituals like moon ceremonies, cleansing baths, and dance, we can release what no longer serves and return home to ourselves.
Note: Creative Anarchy - Turning Disorder Into Art
Creativity often begins in chaos, with messy ideas, uncertainty, and wild impulses that don’t follow schedules. Instead of trying to force everything into neat order, I invite you to trust intuition, let the unexpected guide you, and see what emerges.
Business breakthroughs, artistic inventions, and soulful projects most often come when you follow those sparks rather than rigid plans. The art isn’t in trying to control every outcome—it’s in dancing with the unknown, allowing improvisation, and honoring your unique way of seeing the world.
Note: Reclaiming the Fragmented Self
Healing isn’t pretty—it’s raw, uncertain, and in-between. The void I pass through isn’t a void of loss, but space for initiation: to strip away old identities, reprogram what no longer serves, and align with a higher frequency.
I reclaim sovereignty by deciding what stays and what goes, by building boundaries and choosing myself. As I balance the feminine and masculine energies within, self-love becomes the foundation—not fluff, but a daily practice that anchors me. Manifestation isn’t about repeating affirmations—it’s about embodying the energy I want to create, and living each choice from a healed, whole space.
Note: Consumption or Commitment? Being Wanted vs. Being Valued
Some mornings feel like walking through a supermarket of feelings where we click, swipe, and consume—connections, images, relationships—only to feel empty after. Being wanted is thrilling, but fleeting; being valued means being seen for all of who you are, not just what you offer or how useful you are.
In a culture built on instant gratification, our souls long for something deeper: meaningful exchanges, true respect, moments where someone says “you matter,” simply because you are. When we shift from wanting to value, from consuming to committing, we begin cultivating relationships that nourish, rather than explain away what we truly need.
Note: From Chaos to Clarity - How Truth Sets You Free
I realized peace begins the moment I decide what I will no longer accept — when I stop tolerating half-hearted love, manipulation disguised as care, or confusion dressed as mystery. Clarity isn’t about certainty; it’s about choosing honesty, loyalty, and respect, refusing to settle for people who can’t meet me where I stand.
Healing shows when I stop chasing and start attracting. I stop driving relationships that exhaust me, wave goodbye to toxic chaos, and trust that what’s meant for me will find me without proving myself. When I live from truth, I stop carrying unnecessary burdens. Clarity becomes freedom; peace becomes power.
Note: Narcissistic Abuse - When the Person Who Should Love You Destroys You Day by Day
It starts with charm, promises, and intense closeness—but over time, you stop recognizing yourself. The love you thought you had becomes a trap: silence, manipulation, humiliation. Gaslighting blurs your memory, emotional blackmail isolates you, and you’re stripped of dignity.
It’s not just emotional pain—it’s exhaustion, anxiety, dysregulation. Leaving feels impossible because the abuse cycles into hope, apology, and more abuse. But recognizing the abuse for what it is, naming it, seeking help, and planning an escape frees you. You deserve peace, truth, and relationships built on respect—not constant survival.
