Notes on eternity
Note: Self-Acceptance as a Product - Marketing, Energy, and the Ecology of the Human Being
At its core, this essay is about personal ecology — about restoring the conditions of rhythm, rest, nourishment, silence, and clear boundaries that allow energy to circulate and consciousness to deepen naturally. Rather than promoting self-improvement, ideology, or spirituality as a form of escape, it points back to the body as a living, sensing compass rooted in biological and energetic reality.
In this perspective, health and vitality are not moral achievements or aesthetic ideals, but natural consequences of coherent conditions. When the body is supported instead of overridden, energy reorganizes itself, perception sharpens, and presence returns without effort or force. Awareness emerges not through striving, but through the removal of chronic interference.
Self-acceptance, in this light, is neither indulgence nor denial. It is the ability to remain present with reality without self-violence, to listen to bodily signals without turning them into identity or shame, and to take responsibility for the internal and external conditions that continuously shape who we become.
Note: When Illusions Fall - On Consciousness and Spiritual Maturity
In a world saturated with spiritual trends, rituals, and carefully curated aesthetic practices, it has become increasingly difficult to distinguish genuine awakening from sophisticated forms of escapism. What is often presented as spiritual growth frequently serves as a temporary refuge from responsibility, pain, and inner work, rather than a path toward deeper awareness.
This text explores how spirituality can gradually transform into a marketplace of illusion, where fear, hope, and human vulnerability are monetized, and where promises of clarity and healing replace real transformation. It questions the systems that encourage dependency instead of autonomy, and examines why authentic inner development is rarely peaceful, comfortable, or glamorous.
At its core, this is an examination of consciousness, energy, karma, and intuition — and of the uncomfortable truths that accompany real spiritual maturity. Awakening, as explored here, is not an escape from reality, but a confrontation with it, demanding responsibility, awareness, and the courage to let illusions fall apart.
Note: Violence, Authenticity & Integrity – The Superpower Most People Don’t Have
When you talk about violence, people look away.
They smile nervously, change the subject, pretend it’s not happening. But silence is complicity — and courage begins where comfort ends.
This is a story about truth, justice, and the quiet strength it takes to stay authentic in a world built on denial.
It’s about choosing yourself after being broken, walking away from manipulation, and standing up even when no one stands with you.
I’ve seen cruelty disguised as care, spirituality used as a mask, and people celebrating the pain of others. Yet through it all, one truth remains — authenticity is a superpower.
It may cost you comfort, but it gives you something greater: freedom, clarity, and peace with yourself.
Because truth, no matter how uncomfortable, always finds its way back to the light.
Note: Humans Are the Real Monsters - Thoughtforms
After watching the new Frankenstein film, I was left reflecting on the true nature of monstrosity - not as something external or grotesque, but as a mirror of our own human fears, projections, and unhealed wounds. This piece explores how we create monsters from what we refuse to understand within ourselves, how we persecute what reflects our hidden truths, and how those “thoughtforms” feed on our denial. Yet, beyond the darkness lies transformation - the spiritual alchemy of reclaiming our lost fragments, facing the shadow with compassion, and finding rebirth through awareness.
This is not a story about monsters, but about becoming whole again. It’s about learning that love and understanding are the true antidotes to fear. That the creature is never the villain - only the reflection of the human soul longing to be seen, healed, and embraced.
