Notes on eternity
Note: When Illusions Fall - On Consciousness and Spiritual Maturity
In a world saturated with spiritual trends, rituals, and carefully curated aesthetic practices, it has become increasingly difficult to distinguish genuine awakening from sophisticated forms of escapism. What is often presented as spiritual growth frequently serves as a temporary refuge from responsibility, pain, and inner work, rather than a path toward deeper awareness.
This text explores how spirituality can gradually transform into a marketplace of illusion, where fear, hope, and human vulnerability are monetized, and where promises of clarity and healing replace real transformation. It questions the systems that encourage dependency instead of autonomy, and examines why authentic inner development is rarely peaceful, comfortable, or glamorous.
At its core, this is an examination of consciousness, energy, karma, and intuition — and of the uncomfortable truths that accompany real spiritual maturity. Awakening, as explored here, is not an escape from reality, but a confrontation with it, demanding responsibility, awareness, and the courage to let illusions fall apart.
Note: Humans Are the Real Monsters - Thoughtforms
After watching the new Frankenstein film, I was left reflecting on the true nature of monstrosity - not as something external or grotesque, but as a mirror of our own human fears, projections, and unhealed wounds. This piece explores how we create monsters from what we refuse to understand within ourselves, how we persecute what reflects our hidden truths, and how those “thoughtforms” feed on our denial. Yet, beyond the darkness lies transformation - the spiritual alchemy of reclaiming our lost fragments, facing the shadow with compassion, and finding rebirth through awareness.
This is not a story about monsters, but about becoming whole again. It’s about learning that love and understanding are the true antidotes to fear. That the creature is never the villain - only the reflection of the human soul longing to be seen, healed, and embraced.
